God, I am so amazed. Maybe I am dreaming or maybe it is another F0n. Hahhaa. Well, so much things has happened.
Last night, I was pondering about the things that Sock was telling me during meeting. Then Suddenly, a "BIG" bang hit my heart and to my realization. I am the youngest in the CG and youngest in the Zone meeting. But i never know that in these past months, God's hand has been on me and uses me in many ways.
I never expected that I wanted to do so much for God, never, all I wanted is to serve Jesus, serve my leaders and serve my CG members. Again, God look upon the heart. Fon, is just a normal ordinary girl with weaknesses with blesmish. I wondered, God, did you use the wrong person? is it me? really me?
Am I ready for new thing? Am i ready for more? I'm not sure. I have this fear in me, because i have seen so many leaders being promoted and they risen up but not long after that, they backslidden. I dont want that to happen O God. You know my very soul. Guard my heart O Lord. I dont want to desire for ministry but I desire for You, to be serving You, to know You, to have relationship with You, is more than anything.
Then I heard a soft and gentle voice, "Do not look in your youth, do not think that you are young, for the anoiting will carry you more than what you have thought"
If it is Your will, I am here to Obey. But Guard me O God, Guard me. Let me always walk in my weaknesees that i know, when I am weak, You are strong and mighty.
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