When was the last time I blog... Lol.
Well.. Now I'm back.

So much has happened in the last 4 months..
Words alone cant express everything.

Looking back now... am amazed myself.
Wow, what an interesting path I had walked.

All the emotions...
The sadness, the bitterness, the pain.
The feeling of running away.
The feeling of all the things happening at one time..it's overwhelming.
The feeling of giving up.
The feeling of no one understand what is going inside.
The feeling of living in a facade.
With all the tears...

Despite of all the things had happened,
What I could say... God still remain faithful in His Word.
I want to take this opportunity to thank all my spiritual mothers and fathers who sowed my life endlessly despite of my imperfection and the mistakes I had created...
And not forgetting my girlfriends. :) Thanks.. (you know who you are)
Of course, no one else other than Him.

Right now, I just love being who I am and being in His Presence.
Who cares who says what..
No more facade.
I love Joe Pringle new song "Help Me"
"Help me not to just survive, but be so alive, smiling on the inside."

The new worship song is so simply beautiful..

Your Grace Is Enough More Than I need
At Your Word I Will Believe
I Wait For You
Draw Near Again
Let Your Spirit Make Me New

I Will Fall At Your Feet
I Will Fall At Your Feet
And I Will Worship You Here

Your Presence In Me
Jesus Light The Way
By The Power OF Your Word
I Am Restored
I Am Redeemed
By Your Spirit I Am Free

Freely You Gave It All For Us
Surrendered Your Life Upon That Cross
Great Is The Love
Pour Out For All
This Is Our God
Lifted On High From Death To Life
Forever Our God Is Glorified
Servant And Kind
Rescued The World
This is Our God

And I just want it to go on and on....